“If you want to arrive first, run by yourself. If you want to reach far, walk together” (Kenyan saying)-from MISNA

ARRGGHHH!!! We went to pick up the kids from the baby-sitter and the sitter was asleep! She's got like 10 kids running around and she's asleep on the couch! People make mistakes, but with just my two kids I do not fall asleep. Mikah could go out the front door or put sissy in the dryer or.......aaaahhhhhhh! That is not a cool thing! We will be looking for a new sitter over the weekend. Please pray that the next one has better sleeping habits.

"The only way to keep Christianity out of the school system is to keep Christians out of it." (Harold Wiltz)

And on the 10 commandments plaque in the court house thing-maybe if Christians would stay out of the court room that would be enough of a testimony to the world that we would not need a symbol of our faith there.

"There is a streak of stubbornness in a man's makeup that is often mistaken for religious conviction." (Ronald Bridges)

I have no idea who these two people are that I have just quoted, but i appreciated the quotes themselves...

Now I understand that some folks problems with this is that taking the 10 commandments out is a sign of things to come, but i personally feel it is a sign of things that are already upon us and we have bigger fish to fry than the taking down of a plaque that really doesn't mean squat to most people. Whine-whine-wine!!!! We have more religious freedom here than anywhere else in the world and we seem to find it hard to be Christians to those outside of the Church because it might offend them. Freakin' rubbish!! Making a scene on television about some freakin plaque is no testament to the unbelieving world. Get up off the court-house steps and go home and invite your neighbor over for supper! "Give unto Caesar what is Caesar's."

After some tears and groans of frustration. After thinking about my pros and cons and Heather's for moving or staying. After reflecting on all that I have discovered, as of this day, in my search for the 'more' that I know there must be in this life as His Church.......One conclusion......He is calling us to Dallas. Now my worries come from my trying to rely on myself and not God. My lack of faith. We do not know what we are going to when we get there. All we know is that we are to get there. We do know that it is to be part of a community. To be in relationship with others whose stories will guide us further on our journey and who we may be able to be a blessing to as well. We are his Church and we are just called to be ourselves and grow down there. Jobs? Structure to live in? Mentoring? As big as these questions and many-many others may be they are not to be answered while setting here and wondering about them. They will be answered along the way. So with confidence and with a bit-quite a bit-more peace in Him we are headed that direction.

Hope to meet you along the way. Maybe a cup of tea. Maybe a cup of coffee. Maybe a bowl of cereal or while chasing after our little-ones we hope to share our story with you and enjoy this life in Christ with you our brothers and sisters. We luv you all-whom we have not yet met.

Please pray that I continue to stop asking "what if....?". Please also pray that our little family will be brought closer together in unity with eachother and in Christ through all of this.

It's 2 o'clock in the morning and i am up for my first day of work. I get picked up @ 3am for a 2 hour drive to our first dealership. Something like around 600 cars were supposed to do today......please pray!!!! It's been a long time since I've done this and a long time since I've dealt with my boss. Butt I'm actually not supposed to be working with him so all should be well. He's a good guy he just needs to grow up.

On another note-I spent the day with my little man, Mikah, yesterday. The two of us spent about 5 hours at Indiana Beach. We had a blast and it was some much needed bonding time for father and son. I also had a nice cry while talking to Heather Sunday morning. I guess my personal insecurities on top of my fears about moving kinda been building up and I just started crying.....better now, but could use some prayers and we could use any advice any of ya have about our decision.

Love you all---still praying for ya' Brad!! Good to see things coming along.

As you do not know the path of the wind, or how the body is formed in a mother's womb, so you cannot understand the work of God, the Maker of all things. - Ecclsiastes 11:5

Day two of the job hunt and the Lord has blessed me w/ a job already! I'll be working for a mobile-wash co. from town. I worked for this guy for 3 years-from the time I was 18 till sometime after I turned 21. We also found a baby-sitter in just a couple of hours of getting the job. Please pray for our family in this. We have not used a baby-sitter for a long time. A little apprehensive. Well, at least daddy is. Dallas, my old and now new boss, said he just so happened to need someone for about 3 days a week up until November. (yeah-my boss's name is Dallas-kinda crazy huh?!) He doesn't have to train me and the time he needs someone is just perfect for what we need. God is good. I am not going to make near as much as when I left, but it will be plenty..even with just three days a week to get us where we are going. AND...getting off for Cairn in October is NO problem for me. We still are waiting to find out about Heather. Please pray for that open door. Also please pray i do not get too sun-burnt. I will be working 10-15 hours each of the days on black-top. Hot-hot-hot!!!!

Happy Birthday to Joshua!!! We hope to be a part of the many years to come.

I was doing some Xtreme-cleaning around the house and around the two kidz--noticing how frustrating that is at times and thought about the poor Giant Peach in Prague---the coming 9 children: the 5 Jones kidz and the 4 Stuart kidz----and if the ladies of the Peach are anything like Heather they will say, "Nine!? You forgot about the other two...Andrew and Bruce." Oh what i could learn from all of you! The patience you must have---not to mention how God seems to be using all of you and your families. What a wonderful testimony. I hope that folks can look at our little fam and see Christ at work as all of us do in yours.

So, we really don't know for sure how soon or how we will get to Dallas. Jobs? Amount we should plan to be able to spend on rent? We're pretty sure the Lord wants us to be part of the LGBC for a while...as well as all the other wonderful peoples lives who are in Austin. We're just not sure the details on getting there. Got to say it's kinda' frustrating not knowing details when we are so sure it is what God wants. Please pray for those details and for patience. We really want this for our family. We just don't know how to go about it all.

Another bit--after our little pilgrimage we have decided to scale back on our "worldly possessions". Actually we have a lot of stuff and we have realized that for us to live a bit more missionaly we need to unload some of the unnecessary baggage. Not to mention it will make a move much cheaper. Allow us to be a bit more mobile.

UPDATE: Please pray that if the Lord changes our direction with this that we will be content with just doing His will...no matter what that may be or where.

I luvz my wife!

My family went to see the Rudds! How cool is that?! We got a call Thursday morning about 6:30am inviting us to Arkansas to see my great-grandparents who are 89 and 92 years young. We decided that this would be the perfect chance for our family to meet the Rudd's. So, about a half and hour before we left Thursday evening we were packing. For the most part the kids were great on the trip. It was a grand adventure we embarked on this weekend and we are much closer as a family because of it.

Joshua, Kristen, and their boss Judah are good people. Our kids were a little fussy and Heather and I were a bit road-worn so we hope we didn't scare them away with our first encounter. And yes, we are definitely still considering the big move. Maybe even a bit more so. We are sorry it was such a short meeting, we wish we could have stayed a lot longer, but it wouldn't have been fair to the kids. They were definitely troopers through the whole thing. We are very proud of them.

To the Rudds--we hope this is just the beginning.

man! Sooo much negativity today about the moving thing. Heather came home all excited about an idea she has for when we get to Dallas. Plus she thought about our tax return check we will get in February. There should be plenty of money from that to sustain us for a bit. The problem is that we can not stay where we are at till February..for sure. We feel that our place is down there....we do not want to have to sign a lease here and have to wait longer to go. I personally do not-DO NOT-want to wait until February. It is the Lord's decision though.

Soooo Scott...what ya' gona' do? PRAY-give in and get a baby-sitter for a while so I can go out and get a job and save every frickin' dime(and penny)-PRAY-bust my hump-PRAY-try and have a job lined up for when we get down there-PRAY-because i don't know how that will happen with having no degree and with having been a stay at home dad for like 9 months and only worked general labor jobs since high school-PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY-I'm going to do what ever i have to do because i believe it to be the Lord's will that we be there-ASK EVERYONE TO PRAY WITH US!!!!!!

One thing i will not do is give in to the negativity that Satan is throwing at me about this because I believe the Lord is calling us to be what he made us to be in the beginning. He has a path set and I believe he is calling us to walk that path(read Derek and Amy's blog), however rough.

Humbly I ask that if anyone has anything to say or advice or any help they can give us...please do! This is the biggest decision and hurdle our family has come to.

One small step for God. One giant leap for Miller kind. (i say small step, but we all know he does nothing small in terms of importance)

"'cause ya' gotta' have faith, faith, faitha" -my george michael impression just doesn't come across in text.