man! Sooo much negativity today about the moving thing. Heather came home all excited about an idea she has for when we get to Dallas. Plus she thought about our tax return check we will get in February. There should be plenty of money from that to sustain us for a bit. The problem is that we can not stay where we are at till February..for sure. We feel that our place is down there....we do not want to have to sign a lease here and have to wait longer to go. I personally do not-DO NOT-want to wait until February. It is the Lord's decision though.

Soooo Scott...what ya' gona' do? PRAY-give in and get a baby-sitter for a while so I can go out and get a job and save every frickin' dime(and penny)-PRAY-bust my hump-PRAY-try and have a job lined up for when we get down there-PRAY-because i don't know how that will happen with having no degree and with having been a stay at home dad for like 9 months and only worked general labor jobs since high school-PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY-I'm going to do what ever i have to do because i believe it to be the Lord's will that we be there-ASK EVERYONE TO PRAY WITH US!!!!!!

One thing i will not do is give in to the negativity that Satan is throwing at me about this because I believe the Lord is calling us to be what he made us to be in the beginning. He has a path set and I believe he is calling us to walk that path(read Derek and Amy's blog), however rough.

Humbly I ask that if anyone has anything to say or advice or any help they can give us...please do! This is the biggest decision and hurdle our family has come to.

One small step for God. One giant leap for Miller kind. (i say small step, but we all know he does nothing small in terms of importance)

"'cause ya' gotta' have faith, faith, faitha" -my george michael impression just doesn't come across in text.